They say keep friends close and your enemies closer. Something like that. I don't have very many friends. True friends that is. I have people that come to me when they need me. Is that what a friend is? Maybe somewhere along the line I misunderstood the meaning of friendship. I think if I stop and think for a minute I can convince myself that I have some friends somewhere.
I want a destiny that is not familiar to me. I want calmness, peace, love, and joy. I have to keep trying and I might stumble, fall, and freeze - but I will keep going and trying.
In spite of it all I am so grateful to be here typing. My "boyfriend" - he is going to do what he is going to do. I thought I could win him over and still hope to do so. You see his scripts are running out and then what? Plus while I got him tied up thinking we are okay they cannot infiltrate my life with another enemy. Keep your enemies closer - well geez - I look around and I don't have any friends close - all I got is enemies. What is a girl to do? We could have been really good friends and I say what I mean. So what if I can let my enemy know me. Really know me and by the grace of God what if he were to really become my friend? Like I said - I have no friends close to me so why not try to make an enemy my friend. How? Well here is my plan. I am going to be me - that is all I got. Pretty simple. I know me, I trust me, and I am just going to be me. It will either work or it will not. I will keep you posted. I hope. Hope you are having a great day.
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